Wow! They got a free skin thing! Awesome! This is badass. Okay anyway, so I just watched Enchanted and really listened to the lyrics during the part where Giselle and Robert are dancing together at the king and queens ball and I thought...wow...it's like Michael and I, only he hates my guts and I still like him a little more than I should. Don't get me wrong I love my boyfriend more than anyone in the world, but I still like Michael and that's probably because of some things he did for me that I would say, but I'm not sure I trust the people who are going to be reading this yet not to spaz and call me a crazy emo girl. Anyway, he helped me and made me the happiest I've ever been in my life exactly a week from today. I thought he cared again and I thought that we were going to be friends again because we were talking again and he told me he cared, but then...on Wednesday I said something wrong again and now he hates me again. He won't talk to me.

The reason I call this So Close is because I was so close to being happy again, but then...that went away with just a simple text conversation when I was falling asleep, so I said some stupid things. Now he hates me and...life sucks. I also call this so close because if you listen to the song So Close and really listen to the lyrics it really relates to my life right now. Then again so does the song Forever by Red and the song Never Be the Same also by Red.

On a lighter note, I saw 2012 and This Is It on Friday. 2012 was awesome, but it freaked me out and made me worried about the reality of 2012 throughout the entire movie. I'm still kind of freaked out and losing sleep over this. Also, there was this one part where this guy who hadn't talked to his son forever finally called his son and his granddaughter answered the phone and he asked her to get her father, so he could talk to him. So the girl goes to get her father and just when the father picks up the phone, they have a massive earthquake and the entire family dies because you know it is the end of the world and all. I started crying that part was so sad. I felt so bad for the old man. :'( I hope that if the world does end, I die before it ends in a quick and painless way. I'm not that masochistic. Anyway, This Is It was awesome too and it made me cry at the end to think that Michael Jackson (funny how his name is Michael too) is dead and no one could ever see this. It's really sad when you think about it. Well, to those of us who loved Michael so much and watched every single one of his music videos at least ten times and learned the Thriller, Smooth Criminal and Beat It dances. I did. I even have a Smooth Criminal hat that I love and wear everyday.

On Saturday I went to a Native American Pow Wow. I didn't go and watch them dance at first. First I went to look at the wears and I loved their jewelry, clothes and their games. There was a Native American kid there, who did not look Native American that taught us how to play a Native American game called 4 sides or something like that, but it was fun and I beasted that kid at it. After that, Aleena and I went and walked around. We went into the cafeteria after a while and I had a cookie and some cornbread and talked to this kid whose name was Nick and I could tell he really really liked me and I guess I flirted with him a bit, but that's probably because I like it when someone likes me and will talk to me. He even told me he thought I was hot. My brother thought I liked him and I had to beat him up until he said otherwise. Before we left we got to watch the Native American's dance. It was pretty sweet. In the middle of the dance they said people of all nations could dance, so I dragged my exchange student, Hiroki, out onto the dance floor and we danced to every single dance of theirs. I was really hot and sweaty by the end though. I'm not sure they liked us dancing with them though because they kept giving us looks like, "You wannabes." I kept hoping one of them would dance with me because that would have been uber cool, but, like everything else in my life, that didn't exactly happen.